First off let me start this post by saying my heart and prayers go out to all of those affected by what happened at Pulse in Florida. It is truly an incredibly sad day to have lost so many innocent lives.
My anxiety is up through the roof currently, and I’m waiting for my medication to kick in. A very traumatic incident was mentioned in a conversation this morning. My mind has become hyperfocused on it. Each bit of memory plays over and over like a broken jigsaw puzzle, and I get to feel the pain and shame all over again. Sometimes I wish they’d invent a way to erase some memories forever.
As for my writing. I managed to wrap up my writing last night with a nice 2500 put into added scenes in the second draft of my horror novel. Given the amount of time that I had to work 2500 isn’t near as high as I would have liked to see my word count go.
The novel that I’m working on needed two new scenes in the beginning of it before I dive into the prewritten material to polish it up as I go. I would have really liked to of finished with both chapters done bringing me somewhere in the 5k range.
Not that I’m completely upset with the 2500 mark, but I know what I’m capable of, and that wasn’t it. Today I will be pushing to get as much work done as possible by this afternoon. My sisters and I are getting together for some girls time.
While I wait for my anxiety medication to kick in I will grab me some quick breakfast.
Remember L.O.L. (Live it, Own it, Love it) or it isn’t worth doing.