First, let me extend another apology for those of you that are waiting to purchase the paperback of Poisonous Revenge. The cover was rejected for a second time from Amazon after a 24-hour wait.
The amount of frustration I am feeling with this cover delay is building. If that wasn’t enough my writing has continued to come at the speed of a snail stuck in molasses. Sometimes it gets so bad I feel like I will choke on the amount of it all.
I know that it hasn’t helped with my usual Summer depression. Which is in full swing early this year. It isn’t a lack of wanting to work. It is a feeling of complete exhaustion that reigns down upon me. It becomes so bad that I simply can’t keep my eyes open.
When I awake, then I mentally beat myself up over the fact that I slept through all the time I get to work. Which makes my depression worse and it becomes an endless cycle.
I actually think a lot of areas of my life have taken on the painfully slow slog feeling. Like, I’m trying so hard to make things happen but I’m having to pull the weight of the world behind me. Hm…funny, I never thought of it like that before, but somehow, writing that just now made perfect sense.
I’m sure there are plenty of people out there that feel that same way. It is interesting that sometimes writing my blogs enlightens me to how I’m feeling. I will now be able to think about that more and decide my next course of action. For that I’m grateful.
I promise that I will let all of you know if and when Poisonous Revenge’s paperback becomes available for you to purchase. Until then, it is time to get things sorted and begin work on the next book, if that is what I decide to do.
Until next time, remember to L.O.L. (Live it, Own it, Love it) or it isn’t worth doing.